Bad day

Finding it hard to say anything positive today as I have had nothing but stress today. I feel as if I am a blank canvas with no paint to stick to me. I pray that I will get the support that I need soon, as I am becoming very grey. When you are spiritually grounded you still have those down days and when you trying so hard to reach people, but get no response, it becomes frustrating as I am only human. Why I am really down today is that three well known powerful people have promised to do things for my cause and I have not hear back from them. Why??

Have a Blessed night

After I did my blog last night I met an incredible man on line named Yank Berry, who is very well know in the entertainment and music world. He has offered to help us grow and assist us with our major fund raiser in the near future.

For the first time am able to see the rainbow that God has placed before me through Yank Berry. I am confident that the doors to the homeless hotels will be secure in opening in the near future.

To close out the evening we received Johnny Depp and Al Pacino as new supporters of Realmenlove2cuddle.

Have a good evening and God Bless

My Late Evening Blog.

My feelings have been a bit up and down today, wondering why at times it is so hard for people to give when there are so many in need. Sometimes I want to give up but my spirit says no, so I continue trying not to let the feelings of people not wanting to give win. Today I couldn't feed half of the people that were hungry on the streets. I have older people in my neighborhood giving from their social security checks, but the Royalty and Famous on my face book don't feel the need to step up and give. When we are nestled in our homes and warm with food we sometimes forget, or don't care, that there are so many in need. The saddest part of today was when people wanted prayer instead of food because they felt that there was no hope any more. A told a woman I spoke to that God loves you, we love you and I am trying very hard to get a homeless hotel out here as soon as possible; hopefully by the end of the year. She said, "don't worry I will still be out here" - you see they cannot even see the hope out on the streets.

Monday a awesome day in Denver.

Could have not asked for a better day here in Denver, it was 52 degrees and I went for a jog along the river in Littleton, Colorado. Then I worked on several projects and perparing for the Street Ministry tomorrow. I had several neighbor's make food for the homeless also received gift certificates from a friend, to buy McDonald's Sandwiches to feed the many that are hungry. My mother is even excited to go with us tomorrow. Other, than that I worked on my taxes today and trying to reduce my work load to nine hours instead of the the recent thirteen hours days working on my ministry, Real Men love 2 Cuddle, and so much more. Well its time to relax and watch a bit of TV. Sleep tight.

The end of the day

I got blessed today to come in contact with a whole new group of young people. The good thing about doing a daily blog is that it is like having a diary of daily events and people that you have come in contact with, such as Fawn Composer and Tree Hill earlier today. They have both offered to help us and also to pass the word along to their friends.

Additionally,I received 30 new people on face book. We are growing in numbers but now we need to grow in dollars, which is the only way to get the doors open. Two different publicist have suggested that I should start to request a $20 dollar donation to help with the current efforts of feeding the homeless. I have not wanted to ask for money since I stated this venture, but I am putting out more than I am taking in.

I Have been blessed to have the seniors in my neighborhood give $10 out of their social security checks and bake cookies to bring down to the homeless. The donations can be made on my web site and all of the monies go to the homeless hotel fund.

Saturday In Denver.

How awesome God really is. I watched 20/20 last evening and watched the amazing story of a young woman who had acid thrown on her face and upper body, named Katie Piper. We just do not know what we have until we lose it. God gave her enduring strength that was mighty to go through such pain and hurt. We never know what life has in store for us. One thing I have learned in my years of life is that trusting in Jesus, gives you a life of love, security and protection. I thank God for Katie and the strength he gave her and will continue to give her. What a loving God I serve. It was a early morning today and "Real Men Love 2 Cuddle" had ten more new members such as Gordon Ramsey from "Hells Kitchen" one of my favorite shows also a young and bright young man Warner Blair C. and to top it off Rob Shapiro well known for his great movies. So now I am off to do my workout, bible time and then renting a movie and a quiet dinner with my honey this evening.

Friday, end of the week

It is amazing how time just flies by. I did a lot of work on the computer today along with filing taxes on Real Men Love 2 Cuddle. The trade mark was approved today and will be published on the 28th of January. What a waiting game that was.

There is no time for myself as I find myself putting all of my time and efforts into the fund raising and networking, that I do not pay attention to the people in my life. So, my goal is to make a schedule to keep track of my time management skills and remember the reasons behind what I am doing.

Just a reminder we will not be on WCAN Radio tomorrow as they are experiencing technical equipment re installment on the tower. We will update you as to when the new Radio broadcast will be scheduled.

Sorry for the 200+ people that were waiting to listen to the broadcast.